surpassing forever..*

boo!

2010-01-08T10:16:00.000+08:00

So much for a star,

parang di to maganda ah...

2009-01-24T23:13:00.002+08:00

You Are the Guru

You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate.
You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped.

You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you.
You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone.

You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem.
Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like.

What Role Do You Play?

oh well..

2009-01-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.

Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.

You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie.

Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.

For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

easy ba?..^^

2009-01-24T22:59:00.002+08:00

It's Rather Easy For You to Fall in Love

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

teacher, teacher

2008-09-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

you've taught me words
you've taught me things

words i want to forget
things i want to unlearn

teacher, can you help me?

you've shown me hope
you've shown me love

hope i desire to give back
love i desire not to feel

teacher, can you teach me?

teach my heart

2008-09-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

teach my heart not to love you,
teach my heart not to care.
it's not too much to ask
from someone who's a teacher.

teach my heart not to get hurt
and learn that it's too hard to bear.
if i fail to learn from this,
then you're not a good teacher.

a good teacher shares knowledge
and teaches life's lessons,
why then haven't i learned
when i had all the reasons?

a good teacher shows happiness
and becomes an inspiration,
why then do i keep crying
and still continue this illusion?

a thousand years...

2008-08-11T19:57:00.000+08:00

i could wait a thousand years
for you to come around
i could wait a thousand years
to hear your laughter's sound

i could cry a thousand years
and still smile amidst all
i could cry a thousand years
it won't even matter at all

i could live a thousand years
without you beside me
i could live a thousand years
and still wait for eternity

help (04.04.07)

2008-08-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

the walls are closing in on me
i can't breathe
while everybody's breaking free
i feel numb

cold sweat's dripping off my body
i am afraid
my heart is throbbing incessantly
i need help

the earth desires to swallow me
the fire is burning to seize me
the waters are dying to absorb my body
the air is screaming to capture me
i need help

hangover (05.05.07)

2008-08-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

nauseous
almost sick
but seems to get better
because you take care of me

dizzy
almost fainting
and yet standing still
because you're guiding me

stuffy
almost choking
but still able to breathe
because you give me life

buti naman.. haha..

2008-08-05T11:02:00.000+08:00

You and Your Mom Are Completely Different

At times, it seems like you and your mom aren't even related.

You often wonder how two people from the same family can be so different.

As the saying goes... you can pick your friends, but not your relatives.

Are You Like Your Mom?

ice cream..

2008-08-05T10:50:00.000+08:00

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You are not a particularly modest person. You're proud of who you are, and you don't care who knows it.

You are a pretty cautious person. You look before you leap, and you don't leap often. There's a bit of a wild child within you, but it doesn't get out often.

You are a somewhat open minded person, but deep down you're fairly conservative. You don't like trying new things very much. And if you do find something new you like, you stick with it.

You tend to have a one track mind. You prefer not to multitask.

You can be a big dramatic and over the top sometimes. You are bold in every way

The Ice Cream Personality Test

akalain mo un..

2008-08-05T10:29:00.001+08:00

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

This may be hard for you to swallow, but you and your guy might not last

At least not forever. He's somewhere between Mr. Right... and Mr. Right Now

No doubt your guy is a great catch - and generally good to you

The odds are, however, that someone better is out there!

How Long Will Your Relationship With Your Guy Last?

i know..

2008-08-05T10:20:00.002+08:00

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.

And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...

Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.

You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

pagod, hirap, hanap..

2008-07-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

napapagod na ang puso ko
sa paghihintay ng pagbalik mo
wala man lang abiso
kung hanggang kailan to

nahihirapan na ang puso ko
sa kinalalagyan nito
wala naman sigurado
sa sitwasyon na to

naghahanap na ang puso ko
ng lugar niya sa mundo
kung san pupwesto
yun ang malaking misteryo

napapagod na ang puso ko
sa nararamdaman nito
gusto nang isuko
ang lahat ng binuno

nahihirapan na ang puso ko
sa gulong pinasok nitp
humihingi na ng saklolo
mula na lang sa kahit kanino

naghahanap na ang puso ko
ng ipapalit sa yo
yung magmamahal ng totoo
at walang istorbo

lost..

2008-04-21T11:24:00.000+08:00

as time flies
i lose feeling
i lose touch
of what we used to have

to regain my strength
i have to depart
god i have to go
and leave you behind

help me bring back
that lost feeling
that lost touch
to feel you here again

don't let me go
don't let me leave
take me in your grasp
i'm too weak to leave

how?

2008-03-03T11:20:00.000+08:00

how can i feel
when there's coldness around me?
how can i touch
when there's no one to hold?

how can i relax
when my mind is cluttered?
how can i doze
when my eyes won't close?

how can i breathe
when i am trapped?
how can i live
when i am alone?

how can i stop
when my heart just won't?

enough..

2008-03-03T11:16:00.000+08:00

enough thinking, i must play
what's there to think of anyway?
when all i want for you where i lay
is to listen to what i want to say

enough pain i pray
it's been forever and a day
seems just like yesterday
when your love was taken away

enough crying i say
nothing's gonna change anyway
no matter how much i pray
not even if i ask you to stay

am i part of it? (060707)

2007-11-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

am i part of it?
part of the dream you used to make
when you were a kid
when there was no one you thought would take
all the fantasies
of having somebody with you to create
endless memories
with a destiny willing to wait.

or am i part of it?
part of a collection you now want to make
since love deserted,
since the day they desired to take
all feelings of love
to turn your hope to feelings of misery
of having lost love
in a world of utter monopoly.

crying anthem ko..

2007-11-08T16:47:00.001+08:00

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

in your hands (hillsong)

2007-11-08T16:46:00.001+08:00

I'm so secure, You're here with me
You stay the same, Your love remains here in my heart

So close I believe, You're holding me now
In Your Hands I belong, You'll never let me go
So close I believe You're holding me now
In Your Hands I belong, You'll never let me go

You gave your life
In Your endless love
You set me free
And showed the way
Now I am found

All along, You were beside me
Even when I could'nt tell
Through the years, You showed me more of You, more of You

chicken burger..

2007-11-08T16:39:00.000+08:00

lunchtime. hay. m3. cubicle. nginig. kalam. lamig. tago. takbo. shuttle. hay. pillows. absent. tulog. sipon. takot. nginig. dak sal. goosebumps. chicken skin. whatever. chicken burger lang pala!

ihip ng hangin (the company, iucc youth choir version)^^

2007-10-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

May binubulong ang ihip ng hangin
May sinasabing napaka lambing
Habang naglalakad sa tabi ng dagat
Pangalan mo'y binubulong ng ihip ng hangin

May humahaplos sa puso ko ngayon
Alaala mong dala-dala ng alon
Habang minamasdan paglubog ng araw
Alaala mo'y humahaplos sa puso ko ngayon

Wala ka man sa aking piling
Nadarama ko pa rin
Pag-ibig mo, nadarama pa rin
Sa ihip ng hangin

Habang naglalakad sa tabi ng dagat
Pangalan mo'y binubulong ng ihip ng hangin

hands..

2007-05-28T11:03:00.000+08:00

hands touch..
warmth overflowa,
anxiety goes.

hands feel..
felicity arises,
coldness recesses.

hands hold..
rapture agitates,
forever awaits.

moonlight..

2007-05-28T10:54:00.000+08:00

the moon gazes as we slowly walk
watching over us and making us talk
with a sliver of light all things vanish
only you and me with time to lavish

the moon travels as we gently sway
gliding with us as we run away
from all the worries this big world offers
and the judgments we get from all the others

the moon shines as we stride along
glimmering at us as the night sings its song
with eternity looming beneath the stars
we move forwrd to our hearts' desires

grammar? 100%?

2007-05-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

Your English Skills:

Grammar: 100%
Punctuation: 100%
Spelling: 80%
Vocabulary: 0%

Does Your English Cut the Mustard?

akalain mong teacher ako...

hahaha....

when he cries..hmm..

2007-05-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

when he cries at night
and he doesn't think that i can hear him
he tries to hide
all the fears he feels inside
so i pray this time
i can be the girl that he deserves
cause i die a little each time
when he cries

saksi

2007-05-12T10:31:00.000+08:00

walang nakasaksi
sa pagtitig mo sa 'kin
na tila wala
nang bukas na darating

walang nakakita
sa malagkit mong tingin
na pilit pinakakaba
ang aking damdamin

walang nakasaksi
sa iyong kalungkutan
na dala marahil
nang iyong paglisan

walang nakarinig
sa mga salitang binitawan
na tila hindi na
muling mapakikinggan

walang nakasaksi
sa paghawak ng 'yong kamay
na tila wala
nang sa 'ki'y aalalay

walang nakaramdam
ng haplos na 'yong alay
sa natitirang pag-asang
sa 'yong tabi mahihimlay

walang nakasaksi
sa ating nadarama
na tila hindi na
maaring paghiwalayin pa

walang nakasaksi
sa ating dalawa
ngunit tanging ang buwan
at kumikinang na tala

swollen..

2007-05-06T08:23:00.000+08:00

i ask the rain
to wash it off
but it all stays tough

my eyes are swollen

i plead to the wind
to blow them away
but to no avail

my eyes are swollen

i beg the sun
to dry it all up
but it just won't stop

my eyes are swollen

i bid goodbye
to end my pain
but screaming tears remain

endless..

2007-05-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

bleeding,
endless..

not for anyone but you,
not for anything but your love.

weeping,
forever..

for something unknown,
for someone in the shadow.

dying,
eternal.

of pain and solitude,
of surrender to you.

bleed

2007-05-05T16:20:00.000+08:00

it bleeds in pain
as the blade comes through
taking everything
i have of you

trying to be numb
as blood emerges
enduring the agony
your departure induces

in my solitude
memories keep coming
my heart bleeds
as tears continue flowing

well nothing..

2007-05-04T20:48:00.001+08:00

can i just own u?

m a r s h i e . .

2007-05-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

bigtime. spoiler. dedma. antok. tago. arte. hi. nemo. chenelyn. takbo. tago. isip. isip-bata. isda. tulala. bulagta. text. adik. sabunot. bruha. ewan. tambay. tuliro. tanong. akyat. takot. sira ulo. marshmallow.

the beary essence of it..!

2007-04-30T15:18:00.000+08:00

what happened to my bear?

i can't believe it's red!

2007-04-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

Your Psyche is Red

You are bright, bold, energetic, and intense.
Your upbeat, zany energy inspires those who are down.
Spontaneous and playful, you also have a courageous and fearless side.

When you are too red: you are angry, overprotective, and truly scary.

perhaps you..

2007-04-26T18:42:00.000+08:00

if someone's waiting for you,
and you're waiting for somebody else,
who's more stupid..?

perhaps you..

only reminds me of you...

2007-04-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

I see you beside me
it's only a dream,
a vision of what used to be
the laughter, the sorrow
pictures in time
fading to memories.

how could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you.. you...

I needed my freedom
that's what I thought
but I was a fool to believe
my heart cried while you cried
rivers of tears but I was too blind to see

everything we've been though before
now it means so much more

I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
When it turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you..

only you..
so come back to me
I'm down on my knees
can't you see..

how could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when it turn out all the light
even the night it only reminds me of you... you

Only reminds me of you

right here waiting..

2007-04-26T18:08:00.000+08:00

Oceans apart

Day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice
On the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
I see you next to never
How can we stay forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted
All the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter and I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance, but in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I'll be right here waiting for you
Oh, I love you
Oh whatever it takes
Whatever you do
Where ever you go

I'm never leavin' you
I'll be right here waiting, for you

incomplete..

2006-09-12T09:11:00.000+08:00

bright as i may be,
forever i may seem,
i fail to compare to her..

unassuming as i may feel,
eternal i may seem,
i don't complete you..

alive...and kicking..

2006-08-28T15:44:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow never comes
The day will end today
You come to change the truth
Forget it anyway

I”ll never be a man
So take it as i am

Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel

Just leave me in the rain
My life is in the drain
I'll seek your love forever
I beg not a different game

I”ll never be a man
Embrace me as i am

Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel

if..

2006-08-18T12:16:00.000+08:00

like the moon that guards my night..
like the stars that stay at watch..
like the air that gives me life..

i too shall guard you..
i too shall stay at watch..
i too shall give you life..

if you will me to..
if you ask me to..

none..

2006-05-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

they're taking over me..
the empty spaces..
the shallow waters of the sea..

i am consumed..
by tremors..
by seizures..

nothing..
ever bothers..

no one..
ever understands..

not one..
ever feels..

unknown language..

2006-05-19T12:27:00.000+08:00

i speak
of a different language..
of a different world..

i hear
different voices..
different songs of haunting..

i feel
different people..
different faces..

i cannot see
anything..
the language
that is looming over me..

10 minutes

2006-05-17T12:37:00.000+08:00

in 10 minutes
my life transcends
all definite ends

in 10 minutes
a new day begins
but nothing remains

in 10 minutes
earth ceases moving
i would stop pretending

officially unemployed...

2006-03-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

i wish i can dance..
to whatever music..
wherever..
whenever..

i wish i can cry..
for joy and pain..
today..
tomorrow..

i wish i can be free..
and get wildly insane..
like now..
like never..

i know.. it suits me.. really..

2005-08-19T13:12:00.000+08:00

mah current obssession...
c'mon..

come a little closer
flicker in flight
we'll have about an inch's space
but i'm here i can breathe in
what you breathe out

let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here

the vacuous night
steps aside to give meaning
to gemini's dreaming
the moon on its back
and the seemingly
veiled room's lit
by the same star

let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here

three months..

2005-07-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

three months..

is all there is
to spend each day with you,
to make you smile and see you never blue..

three months..

is all i have
to let you know i'm here,
to make the most of the past year..

three months..

is all that's remaining
to show you off to the world,
to prove you'r purer than gold..

three months..

before i give up
and face solitude at hand,
and accept the reprimand..

three months..

before i let go
and fade into thin air,
and conceal in a nightmare..

three months..

and nothing more
before i give you up..
before i let you go..

minsan

2005-06-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

Minsan
Sa kawalan
Kapayapaan
Hindi maramdaman

Minsan
Sa kadiliman
Hinahanapan
Ng masasandalan

Minsan
Sa kalungkutan
Binibihisan
Ang kinatatakutan

Minsan
Sa kinatatayuan
Binabasbasan
Ang kamatayan

seasons

2005-06-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

the moon is full and the winds are blowing
the sound of your voice in my mind is echoing
as leaves of the sycamore can’t stop falling
seasons change but you continue haunting

the stars are dim and snow is falling
it’s your name that my heart keeps calling
as frogs and toads go on leaping
seasons change but you continue returning

the sun is burning and the light is beaming
your face, like a picture, is all I’m seeing
as waves of the ocean come rushing
seasons change but you continue staying

the sky is blue and the flowers are blooming
the pain and heartache you still bring
as nature’s birds are chirping and singing
seasons change but I continue hurting

shards..

2005-06-20T12:32:00.000+08:00

Painful shades of light
Haunt my lonely existence
In innate prevalence
Of unwanted presence

Constant drops of rain
Burn my shivering soul
Like fire full of coal
Pain and misery fall

Mocking shards of glass
Pierce through my being
The winds of summer and spring
Break free from the hurting sting

Revealing spots of darkness
Bring the glorious sunshine
Of life in quarantine
Death comes to mine

bukas

2005-06-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

bukas na lang kita mamahalin

sa ibang oras at panahon
na lahat ay aayon..

sabay sa paglaya ng ating mga puso

na wala nang totoo
kundi ikaw at ako..

bukas na lang kita mamahalin..

bukas
ang tanging lunas..

paranoia?

2005-06-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

the world is screaming at me..
i am torn apart..
yet i can't hear anything..

the clouds are blurring my sight..
i am still..
yet i see the burning sun..

the winds are taking me..
i am alone..
yet you're holding my hand..

don't go

2005-06-10T17:37:00.000+08:00

i went down on my knees..

if words aren't enough
and pleading is not complete

i'm begging you please..

for only in you do i find hope
and losing you means losing life

don't go..

don't go..

don't give up on us now..

God willed us to meet
shouldn't we make use of it?

we can work it out..

your promises are left waiting
so am i

don't go..

don't go..

i have written so..

2005-06-07T17:37:00.000+08:00

I will write a thousand letters of love for you..

brought forth by the rivers to the farthest ends of the earth..

I will wait for you
until I have endured the test of time,
until pain has left me numb in waiting..

just as time permits my love to go on haunting..

should have been a manghuhula...

2005-06-07T17:04:00.000+08:00

mah very first prophecy..
hmmm.. a week before the prom?
ewan maybe days before...
basta... its feb..

March 23, 2012. I rushed to the airport Tuesday afternoon because my plane was about to leave for Philippines at3 pm. It was almost 2:53 in the afternoon and I was waiting in the lounge when I heard someone calling my name from behind. I turned to see the ever-famous couple, Joe Vincent Ericta and Graciela Candelaria, smiling at me, accompanied by Shirlwin Ann Margaret Daylisan. Ciela mouthed a warm “Hi” and handed me an envelope. I found out that they are getting married and Sam is their wedding coordinator. Meanwhile Pastor David Calasan will be the officiating minister. We headed towards the departure area, and then parted ways.

When I boarded the plane, two stewardesses welcomed the passengers. I recognized them as Sunshine Morales and Beverly Joy Avillanosa. We smiled at each other, then I went on to look for my plane seat. Just then, Capt. Karen Naquita entered together with her crew. I was surprised to see Sanders Herrera walking behind her as the assistant pilot. Sunshine immediately came up to me and offered me a can of Coke. We had a chat and I learned from her that Mary Grace Acuesta, Marie Junn Alfafara and Shirley Dyanne Wang are the owners of S-club Airlines, the plane I was now boarding. Another stewardess passed by and she handed me a couple of magazines. I immediately recognized the Vogue cover girl. It was the once chubby Shiella Sheryll Orozco, wearing a slinky turquoise midriff top and a button-down skirt from Chan’s Collection, designed by world-class fashion artists Chan Mi Park and Desiree de Lemos. I leafed through the pages and saw more shots of Shiella in her own house. I was amazed with its European architectural design, but it even surprised me to discover that the house was designed by Arlene Gayeta, batch 2002’s student council secretary.

Suddenly, someone tapped me on the shoulder, then I saw Ma. Jolly Anne Mereria smiling at me. She informed me that she was coming back to the Philippines from a business trip in France. I decided to check out the Time magazine the stewardess gave me. The front page news about a new planet discovered by well-known astronomer, Cicely Frances David, really fascinated me. The planet was named Nyx for its dark nightly color. I turned to the special features section and a pretty lady was posted there. It was none other than Karen Ann Pakingan. She was a veterinarian who owned and took care of a dog, a cat, a sparrow, and a mouse in her house. Just then, my seatmate, who looked like a 10-year-old girl, began yapping at me. She asked me if I have already read Futago, the manga she was reading. It looked like Japanese anime but as I looked at the back cover, I found out that the creators were Filpinos, and they were Peter Art Salanatin, Julie Angela Aguilar and Sherrie Diane Elizalde.

I took a quick nap and as I woke up, the plane was already landing. I rode a cab on my way to the hotel. Right then, I spotted a nearby clinic operated by doctors Abigail Tablante, Eulanie Benitez, Zierlyn Taller and Lovely Ann Tumlos. The cab driver brought me to the West Coast Hotel, which was, according to him, corporately owned by Jonah Cababaro, Kelvin Tizon, Jomel Sam Bernal and Gerard Anthony Betco, with major stockholders, Rambel John Gandionco and Cherith Andrae Hernandez. The bellboy accompanied me to my suite on the thirteenth floor. I decided to watch TV for a while and turned it to ANC,. I could hardly believe my eyes because Leonell de Leon was the newscaster. Looks like history is repeating itself! According to the news, the former president was ousted and Jermaine Jeffrey Quizon replaced him due to the people’s request at EDSA 4. On the sports news, Taekwondo athlete Neil Gem Palad won 3 golds in the recently held Olympics in Greece. Daniel Victor Colcol, a skateboard athlete bagged the first prize in the X-Games, held in California, USA. Meanwhile, Edward Gono and Dan Kristian Ahillon’s breakthrough computer application that enables verbally given commands to be converted electronically in the Internet was featured. I tuned in to another channel and watched Prince Robby Cosio host a reality game show.

I decided to go out and roam around the vicinity of the hotel. I saw an eye-catching bar nearby and thought of going in. The guard assured me that Jive n Java was the hottest party spot in the city, owned by Jean Marie Llegue, Bernadette Jane Avillanosa and Juan Carlo Ibañez. “On stage: JMC back2back with NOIZ” was written on the billboard. I went in and saw John Merrill Peña, Mark Enerson Belen and Cyril Lance Villaruel playing their instruments with Jean Marie as their vocalist. After their number, Amer Mohammad Abdul Hafeez, Francis Raphael Nuguit, David Ralph Olisea, Renan del Rosario and Alvin Tablante entered the stage as NOIZ. All of them were just fabulous! I was about to go back to the hotel when I bumped into Miguel Radin and Angela Joy Mercado. I noticed the engagement rings on their fingers and realized they were married.

On my way back, I instantly recognized Simon Filio talking to a guard. I learned that he owned Angel Café, a computer center a few blocks away from the bar. As I entered the hotel, a young lady handed me a flyer on an upcoming play directed by Susan Grace de Leon, featuring Caryl Vi Ocampo and Abel Meneses as lead stars. The title, Heaven Out of Reach, seemed interesting so I thought of watching it the next night.

Whew! It was really a tiresome day and my eyes were really heavy when I reached my suite. I immediately fell asleep and when I woke up, I was still in my room, realizing all that happened was just a good dream.

bespren, u there?

2005-06-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

bespren,,
nkuha ko un chords..
ansaya noh.. d2 ko pa pinost.
di kze ma open friendster d2, and d ko lam e-add mo,
u dnt mind tellin me, do u?
eniweiz, here's u and me..

Intro - G // C // G/F# // G/B // Em // D // C

Verse 1:

G C
What day is it?
G/F# G/B
And in what month
Em D C
This clock never seemed so alive.
G C
I can't keep up
G/F# G/B
And I can't back down
Em D
I've been losing
C
So much time.

Chorus 1:

G C
Cause' it's you and me,
G/B
And all other people
C G
With nothing to do,
C D
Nothing to lose,

G C
Cause' it's you and me,
G/B
And all other people,
C G
And I don't know why,
C D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Verse 2:

G C
What other things
G/F# G/B
That I wanna say
Em D C
Just aren't coming out right.
G C
I'm tripping on words,
G/F# G/B
You've got my head spinning
Em D C
I don't where to go from here.

Chorus 2:
G C
Cause' it's you and me,
G/B
And all other people
C G
With nothing to do,
C D
And nothing to prove

G C
And it's you and me,
G/B
And all other people,
C G
And I don't know why,
C D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Bridge:

Em C
Something about you now,
G G/B C
I can't quite figure out,
Em D
Everything she does is beautiful,
Em C C/D Cm C/D
Everything she does is right.

Chorus 3:

G C
Cause' it's you and me,
G/B
And all other people
C G
With nothing to do,
C D
Nothing to lose,

G C
And it's you and me,
G/B
And all other people,
C G
And I don't know why,
C D G
I can't keep my eyes off of you...

C
and me,
G/B
And all other people
C G
With nothing to do,
C D
And nothing to prove

G C
And it's you and me,
G/B
And all other people,
C G
And I don't know why,
C D C
I can't keep my eyes off of you.

Last verse:

G C
What day is it?
G/F# G/B
And in what month
Em D C
This clock never seemed so alive.

Luha

2005-06-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

mali ang akala
ng pusong umaasa
hindi na titila
pag-agos ng luha

pigil ang tawa
sakit ang dala
sa mga napala
sapat na bang lumuha?

sa bawat dusa
ligaw ang saya
wala nang pag-asa
ubos na ang luha

i cried a tear..

2005-06-02T02:02:00.000+08:00

i cried a tear for you
the most precious and true
not one ever knew

i cried a tear for you
just as mornings offer a dew
i feel it seeping through

i cried a tear for you
the least a hurting heart can do
if only i didn't have to

i cried a tear for you
a single one and never two
enduring till time is through

yes i cried last night..

i cried because of what i found out..
i cried because i would never ever have the courage to face it,
it was right in front of my face but hell,
i can never accept it for myself..

i cried because i couldn't change things quickly..
i cried because i can't do anything about it,
as much as i wanted to,
i feel as if god wasn't allowing me to act..

i cried because i was hurting..
i cried because it still aches,
the falling of tears was inevitable,
and i'm hopeless..

i cried for that one thing i could never have..
numbness..
so i wouldn't have to cry again..

sugat

2005-05-21T13:13:00.000+08:00

ramdam ang kirot
puno ng takot
dilim ang dulot
kailangang malimot

kahit ang sakit
tinatatwang pilit
kapit ay mahigpit
tinatago ang galit

ang sakit, aking pipigilin
takbo ng oras ay patitigilin
isang ngiti ang tanging habilin
sugat mo'y luha sa akin

yakap... nino?

2005-05-20T13:19:00.000+08:00

sa iyong paghihintay
na sa sakit ay mawalay
dalhin mo'ng aking kamay
na sayo'y gagabay

sa gulo ng mundo
sa sakit na dama mo
nasa tabi mo ako
magpupunas ng luha mo

sa pait ng 'yong buhay
ibabalik ko ang kulay
upang bigyang alay
puso mong nakaratay

kung hindi mo maitago
damhin mo ang yakap ko
kung gusto mong lumayo
damhin mo ang yakap ko

nag-iisang tala

2005-05-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

naghihintay sa pagbaba
habang guinugunita
bawat alaala
ng nag-iisang tala

humiling ng himala
mula sa lumikha
puno ng pag-asa
ang nag-iisang tala

sa paanong sumpa
biglang nawala
liwanag na dala
ng nag-iisang tala

nilamon ng tadhana
wala nang natira
dinaluyan ng luha
ang nag-iisang tala

great..

2005-05-14T16:21:00.000+08:00

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing

That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back

You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys

But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)

wahaha..funny...

2005-05-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!

Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.

If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.

You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

of course, im right brained..

2005-05-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love? Take This Quiz :-)

i juz love these quizzes..

2005-05-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

You are an Adventurous Date

Your dating philosophy?

"If it sounds good, go for it"

What haven't you done on a date? You're into creating an extreme, memorable experience.

You're spontaneous enough to be up for almost anything - even jumping out of a plane.

Guys to look for:

Men who share your love of thrills and adventure.

Whether it's backpacking through Thailand,

Or whitewater rafting in the scariest rapids!

What Kind of Date Are You?
Take This Quiz :-)

girl next door? wahehe..kinda!

2005-05-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

You Are the Girl Next Door!

You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry.
Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love.
But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it!
You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life.

What Kind of Girl Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

the could have been prophecy...

2005-05-13T19:44:00.000+08:00

it would have happened..

October 3, 2014. After staying in Switzerland for nearly 8 years, I decided to go back to the Philippines after a very inspiring lecture of Philippine Ambassadress of Goodwill to Switzerland Karen Christine Vergara, where she pointed out the very essence of going back to your roots. Shortly after my cab ride, I decided to check-in on Lawn Tea Hotel co-owned by Mary Grace Lontoc and Ian Margarette Maclang, which I heard, was one of the top-rising hotels in the country.

To my surprise, a young girl greeted me and asked me to buy tickets to a musical play entitled Struggle of the Stars, under Shirley Mae Lingal’s Mauve Productions. I made up my mind to buy one and looked at the ticket. The series of play has already started yesterday and will last until tomorrow. Angelito Aniag directed it and Isah Veronica Angue will portray the role of Ana Walker, the star of the play, and will be supported by the PhilHarmonic Orchestra, in which Elizabeth Nillos is incorporated, on the background.

I saw a much larger poster and decided to give attention to it. The money that will be accumulated will be for the benefit of the Binibining Pilipinas Charities under the preeminence of Krizia Anne Tenazas and Gina Karla Fallarme. The choreographs were under the supervision of Renee Jane Resurreccion and Cherrie Vee Azur, while the ballet steps were taught by Lorena Marie Pulido. Maria Laurene Naval’s recording company will provide for the sound system and international designer, Larni Topacio, owner of the famous Pink-o-lette boutique, in partnership with Lovely Joy Reyes, created the costumes. Meanwhile, Avroni, the most popular make-up boutique in the country, owned by Glaiza Janeth Tolentino and Vanessa Reserva, will be the sponsor for make-ups and prosthetics.

I decided to retire to my suite early that evening after a news program where newscaster Anna Liza de Mesa reported the worsening feud between Congresswoman Reina Mae Mayor and Inquirer columnist and House Speaker Michael Calibara, because of the involvement of Atty. Lourdes Maria Rita Aguila in the libel case. But a very fascinating talk show, hosted by Rapunzel Arnedo, caught my attention. It featured everything from foods to famous people, and just about anything under the sun.

Cieg’s owner, Ann Kristine Ciego, presented a cooking demonstration. An aerobics segment from admired gym experts Riodeza Vargas and Camille Pascasio aired afterwards. Later in the show, Rapunzel interviewed Presidential spokesperson, Christine Tumilba, about the Palace’s immediate plans for the year-end. In the meantime, their featured book for the week is Regina Tanio’s Treasury of Love Poems, which has sold over 150, 000 copies on its first week. Manga animator Michelle Cabria and Anime web designers Joanna Marie Macapagal and Nestle Mae Dueñas were hailed as anime heroines of the present time, based on SMS surveys and online polls.

The next day, I woke up to the sound of the TV set, which, I just realized now, wasn’t turned off last night. A Fox News reporter was interviewing famous astronomer, Cicely Frances David for her surprising discovery of the planet Tres. Minutes later, I realized I was late for a brunch with my high school friends. On my way, I found myself dropping by at Dr. Maria Katrina dela Cruz’s dermatology clinic. Bb. Pilipinas 2009 runner-up Julienne Rwyda Valencia was one of her regular patients. Beside the clinic was a racecar center with some posters of Formula 1 racers, Vernadette Gelle and Angella Carla Galang on the front door.

Later that evening, I went to RK Theater, owned by Karen Cunanan and Richelle Pareja, for the musical play. A crowd was already forming when I arrived. Tourism secretary Angelica Capuli was there, together with Albert Christopher Ferraren, Rose Ann Medina and Kimmi Mari Marajas, who were widely acclaimed nurses. Avant-garde Academy for the Arts Directress Avigail Hernandez was also present, accompanied by famed dance guru Nicole Martin Loza.

At the end of the play, the audience was greatly amazed by the performance. I, too, was awed. As I was about to go out, I heard a voice call me, “Miss Jeannie!” I looked back and saw a group of girls and guys smiling at me. I now realized that all of these wonderful people had been my students, Psychology section1, batch 2006. They have achieved a lot, contrasting to the degree they had pursued, but their oneness and unity still continues.

do you honestly think it still could?? nah-uh

destined..

2005-05-12T17:14:00.000+08:00

I am searching for the man whom God has destined me to be with:

the man who knows my past all too well to never repeat it before even meeting me; the man who shares the same insights I have about this world; the man who respects the differences of our beliefs in rarely important things we would soon encounter; the man who dwells with me both in my darkest days and his; the man who calls me his own as I would call him mine; the man who offers his love and freedom without expecting anything great in return; the man who thinks what is best for me even if it meant his own sacrifice; the man who stays with me to stand through life’s struggles and delight; the man who leaves his aches behind and sees his future with me.

I am searching for that man who would risk his present happiness to be with me; who would dare cross shores and walk on flaming heat to find me; who would run away from time and transform the distances to one straight path leading to me.

I am searching for him, who would choose to spend eternity with me.

the incredibles...

2005-05-03T18:35:00.000+08:00

just came home from a birthday party..
yep a children's party... mah cousin just turned one year old..
hehe! nice enough.. the kids were there and all..
shempre di nman ako mka2sama sa games.. which were, by the way, paulit ulit lang..
anyway what i liked most about it is the toy..
haha!
kala ko pa nman naubusan na ko..
buti na lang the last one was given to my lola.. which she eventually gave me..
ang qt kze eh..
then, grimace was there too..
wehehe! at kung anu2 ang inabot nia sa mga kiddos there..
eh my pgka feeling pa c grimace..
kala mo nman danggwapo nia..
ahaha!
anyways.. he was sobrang pinagpapawisan.. and to think na kylangan nia magbihis pa ulet ng mcdo uniform nia..
sigh!
pero really i want that job..
un para sa mga parties.. sana may hiring pa sa rob..
dun lang ako interested eh..
di ko pla nabanggit.. the incredibles un theme.. hehe!
ay me nalimutan ako..
wait..
ill be back..

heart safety ba?

2005-04-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

10 Commandments of Food Safety

practice good personal hygiene

follow the HACCP procedure

observe TTOM

churva

lahat na lang may commandments, may rules.

sa pagmamahal sayo, meron din ba? dahil kung meron, aba parang ang hirap ata.

parang un tipong papasok ka na lang sa trabaho, kailangan ibalot mo pa un uniform mo dahil malalagyan at mahahawaan ng bacteria. dapat ba ang puso tinatago at nilalayo sayo dahil mashadung prone sa sakit na binibigay mo?

un tipong magwawalis ka at maglalampaso eh kailangan mo pang mag-apron at maghugas ng kamay pagkatapos, dapat ba may protective armor ako pag kasama ka para mawala un nararamdaman ko para sayo?

di ka nga pwede humawak sa kahit anong parte ng katawan mo na labas ang flesh pag nasa food preparation at fast food island eh, no touch ba ang drama nating dalawa para di ko isiping may mutual understanding tau?

sa paghugas nga ng mga containers at kung anek-anek na lalagyan, kailangan may timpla, may tamang amount ng pot and pan cleaner at Quat sanitizer. dapat ba pagdating sau, may tamang timpla rin? hindi sobrang masaya para di mukang tanga; di sobrang malungkot, baka isipin papansin; di sobrang badtrip, baka akala adik-adik.

kung may 10 commandments ang food safety, dapat nga talaga may commandments sa heart safety..

lalo na pag ikau ang mamahalin..

can't can't can't.. word of the day?

2005-04-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

can't actually describe the feeling..

ganun ba tlaga when u see sum1 u haven't seen for a long while.. as in un long while ba eh 2 weeks and 2 days na? shucks,, can't believe am actually missing that one person i shouldn't be thinking of..

hehe.. para kong bumabalik sa highschool days,, wahaha!

mga kilig moments and all,, nakakapraning noh.. anu ba toh?!

anywayz, the feeling is just so right.. tpos nun nakita ko pa sha,,, gushie.. i can't help but smile.. at this time, can u juz imagine me smiling while saying.."badtrip ka talaga..."

that's actually it..

bakit badtrip? shempre kze i should have been apathetic and i should have shown him a sulken and morose face,, kso well, kahit hindi sha mukang clown at di sha un tipong magaling talaga magjoke.. he makes me smile..

tpos whenever i see his supah gulong hair, and when i become aware kung ganu kalaki un pinayat nia kesa nun huli kaming nagkita, i can only mouth a.."ano ka ba? ang payat payat mo na!!! anu bang pinaggagagawa mo?"

and then he answers me with.."slim, hindi payat.." nah-uh..

like hell who cares? then he goes on boasting na nagweweights sha.. and i shouldnt worry too much... hayy... as much as i worry for his health, i try not to kze he's giving me the assurance na okei lang sha..

funny thing is,, im writing about him now even though i know i should maybe like hate him for a while because he cut off our communication for quite some time.. di kaya i had this instinct that he was trying to contact me last night kaya ko nagmissed call? proves me right... lagi nman ganun ngyayari..

and after he texted me, tada! all the hurt and the pain and the longing were... gone! can't understand myself really... my mind does hand stands and baby freezes whenever im reminded of him..

am soree but i can't help it anymore.. im just bursting with joy kasi i finally saw him.. haha! kung kelan pa nman i was telling da evry1 and all na "I'VE GOT TO MOVE ON... I SHOULDN'T WASTE MY PRECIOUS TIME HOPING HE WOULD REMEMBER ME.."

but suddenly,

he did.

now i can't remember what my previous feeling was...

ooohh... its true actually

2005-04-28T16:39:00.000+08:00

saw this sa kung san eh... haha! as in playful nman talaga ko eh..

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate
You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys
You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities
Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-)

jeezz..i'll miss him...

2005-04-23T19:11:00.001+08:00

makita ko lang un eyes nia tsaka un super messy hair nia, okei na.;)
whaaaaaahhh....
i won't be seeing much of him kze wala nang full house next week.
ang saklap..

i survived the cut!

2005-04-23T16:08:00.000+08:00

hay grabe,,
buti na lang okei na un cut ko sa paa.. hehe! wud u believe i didn't put any medicine on it.. kze nman noh.. sakit talaga, nka2hiya man aminin, when i tried to put betadine on it last monday, i ended up crying.. di nman ngawa pero at least tears fell from my eyes.. o diba? cry nman un..
yeah yeah, i know i'm very fickle when it comes to medicine and all aorts of things related with wounds (including cuts, bruises, abrasions,et cetera, et cetera!), diseases, illnesses, clinics, hospitals, medicines.. basta lahat na! name it!
you can't actually blame me.. hehe! but gradually im beginnin to enjoy hurting myself.. basta walong alcohol or betadine okei na sakin un..
haha! thought of lau.. pangarap daw nia ma-ospital eh.. c mich nman, mapilay ang ultimate dream.. what do u think? shud i help them fulfill their dreams? i should noh! what are friends for? just wait lang mga bakla..
next sem i'll help you..
yan okei na!
na download ko na!
wahaha!

nice to know i'm not that violent...;0

2005-04-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

You kill with magic.
You are very skilled with magic, but have poor
fighting skills. But it doesn't really matter
anyway since it can be as powerful as other
weapons. You are probably missunderstood by
people and have some pain inside you. You are
not the kind of person to start a fight, but if
you are provocted you respond. You probably
don't have that many friends either though you
might want some. According to you life is a
lonely journey and you try not to care to much.
Most people who are witches or anything similar
is thought to be evil and want to see all
people suffer. That however is not true. You
don't feel that much joy seeing others in pain.
You are probably peaceful and quiet when left
alone.

Main weapon: Potions and spells
Quote: "A man can be destroyed but
not defeated" -Ernest Hemingway
Facial expression: Blank eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
brought to you by Quizilla

a letter to the one...

2005-04-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

i was scanning through my old files,, then i came across this one..
bigay ng bez ko to...

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me.. if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other? Many times, I thought I finally found you, only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning, hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.

I am thinking of how we will meet.. Would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in the movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh, how I wish you were right here, right now, because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known love. I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find the right person, and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is.

You just don’t know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment, I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet. Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways.

I do not really know or am not sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes. I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging on to my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me – the life I shall spend with you. In my mind and in my heart, I know that you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.

After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect for you.. I wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well. I wonder if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey.

But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up, because I am right here patiently waiting for you. I assure you that when we finally find each other; I would slowly heal those wounds with my love.

At night, I would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above, thinking that in time they would reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only place that I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much I love you. In my dreams, you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love.

This all the more makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality. Once again, I am assured that you are worth the wait, and when that time comes,, everything will fall into place – just as I had imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be. With all I have gone through, in spite of the pain, and amidst the simple joys of life, I would be very thankful because they all led me to you.

In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course, and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don’t worry; don’t be afraid of getting lost. God sees to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, lead to me..

thoughts lang...

2005-04-22T18:20:00.000+08:00

A perfect love is rare.
Even if you tried to make it that way, it’s very seldom that you succeed.
So don’t search for a perfect one.. don’t throw a love away because you think it’s not perfect, or you think you can’t make it perfect.
You'll soon realize how a great love was put to waste because you’ve given up early on. Wait, and see. If a love is meant to be, it’ll be perfect.
Learn to feel, not to think,
because love starts in the heart, not in the mind.

kung soulmate kita...

2005-04-20T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hindi ko alam kung nakita na kita o nakilala.. wiz ko nga knows kung makikita pa talaga kita, kung maghihintay ako hanggang maging first world country ang Pilipinas o hahanapin na kita, as in now na!

Kung soulmate kita, mararamdaman ko ba sa unang pagtatagpo ng mga mata natin na ikaw nga un? May tutunog bang buzzer na para kang sumali ng game show at may lalabas bang usok sa tenga natin as a sign na finally nagkita na nga tau?

Kung soulmate kita, bigla na lang bang papasok sa utak mo kung ganu katagal na taung ngha2napan? May nakahanda ka na bang database kung saan naka record kung ilang araw, buwan, taon, dekada, siglo o buhay na ang nalampasan natin at kung ilang beses na tau dapat nagkita pero walang kasawaan sa pagkaudlot?

Kung soulmate kita, titigil ba ang oras at hihinto sa pag ikot ang mundo pag nagkasalubong tau? May aapir bang spotlight na nakatutok satin habang nagtititigan tau na akala mo kasali sa teatro?

Kung soulmate kita, may suot ka bang polo na kulay blue at may print na kung anek-anek na star pag nakita kita? Magpapa spray ka ba ng rose kay Mang Popoy sa palengke ng imus para maging blue ang bulaklak na ibibigay mo sakin?

Kung soulmate kita, babasahin mo ba muna nag aura ko bago ka magsend ng telepathic message na gusto mo ko kausapin.. as in personally? Dadalhin mo ba ko sa sta. Rosa para ipakilala un lalakeng may retrocognition o titignan mo agad un kamay ko at ipapakitang nag aral ka ng palmistry?

Kung soulmate kita, alam mo ba by heart ang favorite song ko at hindi mo ba sasabihing parang panghele ng bata ang kantang gusto ko? Pag pinatula ko ba sau ang breathing, kakayanin mo pa bang lagyan ng choreo na para kang nasa declamation contest?

Kung soulmate kita, nabasa mo na ba lahat ng poems ko at mare2alize mo ba na ang most prominent at most utilized word dun ay waiting, sumunod ung stay at last ung silence? Maiisip mo din kaya na ikau lang nman ang tinutukoy ng lahat ng un dahil namuti na mata ko sa tagal ng pagdating mo?

Kung soulmate kita, matuturo mo ba sakin kung nasan ang constellation na lyrae at kung saan sa stars nia ang vega, un brightest star nia na bluish in color, dahil kahit favorite constellation ko un, hindi ko pa rin sigurado kung un na nga un hanggang ngayon? Makakahanap ka ba ng star na pdeng ipangalan sakin at ipa2register mo pa ba un sa international star registry sa halagang $55 tulad ng ginawa sa a walk to remember?

Kung soulmate kita, magustuhan ka kaya ng pamilya ko pag pinakilala kita? Ngitian ka kaya ng lola ko kahit hindi nia suot un pustiso nia? Makipag titigan kaya sau un tatay ko kahit bagong gising sha at kinukutkot ang paa nia? Tawagan ka kaya ng Nanay ko sa celfone mo kahit magkaharap kau just so u know na naka-sun din sha? Tawagin ka kayang kuya ng mga kapatid ko at d kaya itanung sau kung nasan na un ex ko na inuuwian sila ng mcfizz? Bigyan ka kaya ng tita ko ng brownies de recados nia na super proud niang gawing business? Gayahin kaya ni dida kung pano ka maglakad at humabol kaya sha sau pag umalis ka? Mag enjoy kaya si ashyel pag sinayaw mo un choco latte, paketome o chui chui at partida pa dahil ikau ang kakanta kahit lumawit na dila mo sa pagod? Hindi ka kaya tahulan ni bebe ash ko at humilata pa kaya sha as a sign na magpapakamot daw sha ng tiyan sau?

Kung soulmate kita, may kakrungkrungan bang mararamdaman ang tropa ko pag nakita ka nila? Tatawagin mo ba clang churva o adik adik at makikitambay ka ba sa dorm any time of the day, any day of the week at the risk na may nag-aamok na kylangan mo pang ibili ng pagkain at buhatin sa di malamang dahilan?

Kung soulmate kita, saang wonder of the world ba magkkrus ang landas natin? Sa tuktok ba ng pyramid kahit alam mong patusok un at supah hirap kaya magbalance dun o maglalambitin tau sa hanging gardens of Babylon kahit di ko sukat ang pinagsamang bigat nating dalawa? Dadalhin mo ba ko sa tabing dagat at pati ba buhangin eh ipagdarasal mong maging blue bago ka lumuhod sa harap ko at mag emote?

Kung soulmate kita, hallur… anung petsa na? Andaming kachurvahan na ang dumaan, ilang beses na kong nasaktan.. kelan mo pa ba nman feel dumating?!

another blog!...

2005-04-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

it's my 3rd blog na and it seems like i'm not even contented with the last two...
wala lang... just cant find the blog that's right for me,, as in nandun na lahat.. then again pag meron nun,, di sana pinasulat ko na rin sa gumawa nun lahat ng gus2 kong input dito diba? waha...
tama na nga reklamo..
btw,, im babysitting ashel here.. ka2tuwa nkatulog na pla sha.. i wasnt even expecting na matutulog sha pero bute he did.. supah cute talaga nia,, he's still holding his bottle kahit tulog...:)
made me think of michael,, he should have been very proud of him.. >kala mo nman close sila!< pero i think nga tlaga matutuwa un...
hay... bday nia last monday,, ginrit ko nman sha, just don't know if tita tess opened his celfone..
eh un.. hope ill stick to this blog..
yoko na mag iba, besides,, im beginning to appreciate the dots on this theme.. hekhek hek! might as well start posting...
dame nitong thoughts... chak chak chak........

adik nga ko..

2005-03-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

adik ako, may nagsabi na ba sau?
kung meron, pati dahilan sana lam mo
pero ngaun pa lang, proud akong ipagkalat to
adik ako, at un ay dahil sau

adik ang mga mata ko sa pagtitig sayo
halos lumuwa na nga pati talukap nito
oo na, alam ko, iba naman ang nakikita mo
well, okei lang, di ko nman winish na dapat ako

adik ang tenga ko dahil ikau lang ang pinakikinggan
kahit ang sinasabi mo, puro lang kachurvahan
ang tenga ko tuloy nagmistulang tambakan
ng mga salita mong totoo ba o kalokohan?

adik ang ilong ko dahil ikau lang ang naaamoy
kahit saan pa pumunta at kung sa'ng lupalop lumaboy
feeling ko magpapasunog pa sa matinding apoy
basta ikau ang nandun, ano pa nga ba't sisimoy

adik ang bibig ko dahil pangalan mo lang ang sinasabi
kala mo naman wala nang umaga't gabi
lalo na siguro kung ikau pa ang katabi
hala, lagot ka, dahil wala na yang ibang masasabi

adik ang kamay ko dahil nanginginig kusa
di ko naman ginagalaw, nagsasarili ng gawa
ikau na naman ang dahilan, wala na bang iba
ikau kasi, wala pa rin akong kadala-dala

adik ang tuhod ko, biglang nanghihina
di ko naman na-feel mga sintomas ng rayuma
nakakatakot diba, wala ka pa ngang ginagawa
basta ikau, asahan ako ang madadapa

adik ang paa ko dahil sayo lang pumupunta
kahit pa ang layo mo, pwede nang isang milya
lakad, takbo, chong, mamili ka na
susundan ka kahit san, kahit anung style pa

adik ang noo ko, laging pawis sa kaba
mukha tuloy haggard pag nakikita kita
pupunasan ko na pero please pakipiga
ganian kze impact mo, para kong naglalaba

adik ang pisngi ko, ayan namumula
no need of blush on, wag ka nang kumontra
natural beauty, diba mas maganda
i'm sure natuwa ka, aminin mo na

adik ang buhok ko, pramis gumaganda kamo
pati kilikili ko, pinapawisan ng todo
para ngang may lumilipad sa loob ng katawan ko
sana hindi ako praning, baka layuan mo pa ko

adik ang balahibo ko, nagsasapusa lola mo
pati spinal cord ko, sobrang apektado
akal mo siguro, sumasakit ang tiyan ko
loko, naka-jerbs na kaya ko sa nebo

adik ang utak ko sa pag-iisip sayo
left at right hemisphere ko, biglang nagkasundo
wag ka mag-alala, normal pa naman siguro ako
nakuha ko pa naman mag-isip, un nga lang puro tungkol sayo

adik ang puso ko dahil ikau pa ang gusto
kahit alam ko namang di pwede maging ako
wish ko lang daba? mapigilan ko pa to
seri, seri, tao lang, tanga talaga ko

adik nga ko dahil ikau pa minahal ko
di ko nga alam bat nagagawa kong magpakabato
uy di ako nagger, nagsasabi lang ako ng totoo
tingin mo, bat kaya? baklita, sana lang alam mo

adik nga ko sa pagmamahal sayo
mamatay na nagtanong, trivia lang po
alam ko namang wala kong pag-asa sayo
pero lam mo, mahal ka pa rin ng adik na pusong to!